inside the mind of a sick and demented soul...(bata pa po ako!!)

not so bad ka da...cge na bla...daw sa others ka...

others man gid....wowi....

hmmmmmm...ur sister just texted....bad thing is i have no load....cant do anyting...

havent gone to this in days...heheh...
a lot to tell...well can i rewind the the story??
hehehe...anyways, i made the title that way coz i dont know where to put myself...
it seems like im hanging in the air...i dont know where im going i dont know if i should go forward or not....

what makes a man a MAN??
decisions?
views?
why am i here??...i dont know...all i know is that i was led here...i was led here by me...
i dont know if i made the right decision for doing that but hey! i made the choice...who to blame but me...

what makes me, me...hehehe...i dont know...i'l just update you on the stories...hehehe

hmmmmmmmmm...my life is so silent now...
waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh...........

HAaaaAaYyyy...meeting the family...WEeeeeeeeeeeeee...
hehehe...i finally met her parents... lol4.gif

wala lang...wheew! that was a tough one...
hmmmm....where do i start?....hehehe...

kasal kasi ng kuya nya..invited daw...toinks...
walang magawa ang bata...hehehe...after work, graveyard shift pa..slept for 2hours...then went to church na...ewwww!! ala pang ligo..HAHAHA (di naman obvious)
waaaa!!! late ang bata...so much for the first impression..hahaha lol4.gif
"hi tita" the 1st word i uttered..hopefully not the last...hahaha kk2.gif
so yun nga...sa reception na lang ako 2muloy...parang di plinano ah...hehehe...
gud thing i brought wine...hahaha...pasipsip sa tatay...hmmmmm...overall ok naman sya... aside lang dun sa late issue..wahehe...
her family is asking me for a dinner on wed...
hehe..i just said yes not knowing my sched...hahaha.. bahala na system!!!...
ok naman daw ako sabi nya...(the girl) lol4.gif
buti di ako nagpaka kenkoy...
being yourself really works...hehehe...
haayyy...nabasa ako ng pawis..nilibot lahat ng tables...pakilala sa relatives...toinks...
mukhang di na ako makakaatras nito ah..
markado na ako!!!...hehe... pero ok lang...
i do love her...kaya nga ayun eh...nag meet the parents na ako...and my parents wants to meet her na rin daw...
hmmmmm...were having lung on our place on my place naman this kasi fiesta...hope this works out good..hehe...
c mama kasi kenkoy...tpos c papa, seryosong kenkoy...ahaha..
kilala naman sya ng mga brothers ko...kilala nya rin sila...mga kenkoy din yun eh...ano ba yan family kenkoy na kmi ah... pssssst...enough of that...
family gwapo kmi...hahaha...

so yun lang....maya na ang ibang story...medyo busy pa eh... *ciao

wow, wla ka nang kawala ... gud for you.. hehehe

hmmmmmm....i was planning to start this blog over...

i just dont know if sum1 will read this....hehehe

kala ko, mg susulat ka about you being broken-hearted kaya bumisita ako dito.. para maka pang asar.... hehehe

ahaha....ssssshhhhhhhhhh.........

bata™ wrote:

hmmmmmm....i was planning to start this blog over...

i just dont know if sum1 will read this....hehehe

so...where is it?hihi

whoah... me'cheri..heheh.. hello ice, nice of you to drop by... well, still cant find words to write... disoriented pa din...hehehe

oh well...waiting mode..hehe

hmmmmmm... still cant find words to write...
i met sum1 but then, the spark just went out...
i wanted to scream.. i wanted to shout what/how i feel for her...
but its not definite...i cant find reasons to leave the other one coz she can still make me smile... yes...she is making me smile...
let go of the new love to find amendments to the old one??.... i know we can still make it work... but why am i looking 4ward of spending my everyday with this new co-worker of mine??----
im really not gud at this....im dumb when it comes to this...brainless....

haaayyy... still stuck at work... my team got bigger... im handling a team of 25 agents... back to skul so medyo mahirap...need to balance my studies...work...and sleeping time... and of course... i need to give time to myself as well...

***to ice, i hope u can read this...hahaha... tagal mo na kasing naghihintay...
anyway, i still cant find the right words to write...im just letting my thoughts write itself and my hand as the accomplice...hahaha...

sulat nalang ako next time... to those who are reading... (i hope there is) nyahaha.... THANK YOU!!!

"i met sum1 but then, the spark just went out... "

maybe u really didnt feel anything for her...it happens..especially when u feel down and needed someone to be there for u

im sure u can work it out

thanx for the advice... i reli apprecaite that...heheh...
drop by more often... write as well...hehehe