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PostSubject: FEW OF MY COLLECTIONS...   1/12/2009, 12:48 am

MY UNWANTED CHOICE

I chose to stare at your face in a distance
'Coz in distance, you cant' notice it
I chose to admire you in thoughts
'Coz in thoughts I have freedom
I chose to care only on my imagination
'Coz on it, no one owns you but I
I chose to be aloof from you
'Coz it shields my heart from pain
I chose to think of you in my soleness
'Coz in soleness, no one will say I'm crazy
I chose to talk and laugh with you in my dreams
'Coz in my dreams, I can do whatever I want
I chose to kiss you only in the wind
'Coz the wind is more gentle on my lips
I chose to imprison you in my heart rather than in my mind
'Coz my mind resists and my heart insists
I chose to love you in silence
'Coz in silence, I find no rejection
It hurts...but I chose to abandon this feeling
'Coz its abandonment is the sweet defense from bitter threat of an endless pain
Knowing that your choice is to love me forever, only as a friend...

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PostSubject: Re: FEW OF MY COLLECTIONS...   1/12/2009, 1:06 am

LUMINOUS STAR

You came running to me at sunset
Your face streaked with tears
I reached for your hand while you wept
Your eyes red with sadness and fear
I didn't dare asked what happened
I was afraid to take the risk
I waited for your trembling voice
As the air doubted with mist
You told me that you love her
You told me that you care
You just couldn't take the hurt
The pain was too much to bear
But she love somebody else you know
Someone you can never be
There's nothing you can do
But your heart couldn't set her free
You said, there'll never be another
But you couldn't let her know
It's not worth the loss of her friendship
You're afraid to let it show
Tears started welling again
It's too much of burden
You asked for my strongest advice
As you watched with hopeful eyes
I looked at you with understanding
A turmoil in my heart
My hands pressed yours with sympathy
My feelings were torn apart
"Wait for tonight," I told you gently
"And try to stare afar,
Look at the luminous sky above,
And wish her name on a star
All you can do is wait and see
You'll know if she's here to stay
If she doesn't, then turn your back
And be ready to face the coming day
I know it will hurt, the wound will be deep
But time heals, it doesn't stay long
Just remember that the scar will always be there
To remind you of a past long gone."
Your face lit up
I couldn't help but smile
Ignoring the turmoil inside
You saw light, hope spitting the dark
As you bade a grateful goodbye
As I watch you walked away
Still hoping you would hear
I wept in silence as I stood outside
My eyes red with sadness and fear
The sunset has passed, twilight is here
I tried to stare afar
Looking at the luminous sky above
And wished your name on a star...

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PostSubject: Re: FEW OF MY COLLECTIONS...   1/12/2009, 1:37 am

CONFESSION

My love for you is
fake. It never was
true and I promise not to
love you and care for you again. I'll
suspend all the love I'm offering
also I want to tell you that
the last time we met and spoke is
really making me feel disgusted. It's
really planted in my heart and mind. I
hate to remember it. I'll never ever
miss your company and I would love to
see you jump off from a skyscraper. I hate to
be with you again. One more thing is
the caring that I've shown you is nothing and that
I hate to see you
not for another chance and really don't
cry whenever you're down and misunderstood.
I also hate your company that
sometimes I'd rather be
in school because I'm really bored when I'm
with you and I wish that we'll be
enemies forever. I don't want us to be
together again. And never ever again
cross each other's path. I long
that we'll part because life with
you is hell on earth, being without
you is pure happiness and there will be
supreme joy and there will be
no loneliness. I hope we'll
forget one another and never
meet again at any place and time because
I can't really bear to see your face
just to see you one more time
that would make me vomit. I know you
will give me enough feeling of
nausea that I will never again have the
strength to continue living
and your memories will irritate me
for the rest of my life. I
long to tell you this: I don't
love you...


Now I know you don't fully believe this b*llsh*t. Please read again skipping every other line from the first one...

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PostSubject: Re: FEW OF MY COLLECTIONS...   1/12/2009, 5:01 am

nice work paye...where are u getting the inspiration in writing these great works? hmmm..

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PostSubject: Re: FEW OF MY COLLECTIONS...   1/12/2009, 2:27 pm

boss...story of my life...hehehe...that's how sad my love life is...hehehe...dba ice and shane?
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PostSubject: Re: FEW OF MY COLLECTIONS...   2/9/2009, 3:50 am

I wish to escape from the past, skip the present, and ignore the future...
I terribly crave for freedom...
I dream of a simple yet impossible-to-achieve kind of life...
I thirst for peace and hunger for love...
I long to be with the person I totally can't have...
I embrace the truth that turns out to be a lie...
I believe in magic that seems to be just an illusion...
I am crazy but definitely sane...
That's merely how I feel and think...
How excruciating!!!

Sad Sad Sad


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PostSubject: Re: FEW OF MY COLLECTIONS...   2/10/2009, 5:20 am

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