A daughter no more

SOLITUDE

Tears fell from my eyes. Those days were my darker days. I can't imagine the pain that I've been through. Hidden behind my eyes, were the things that I was afraid of.

There's this guy whom I was willing to fight over death. But knowing that the guy liked another girl, my world had crumbled down. I was confused over things. Things that kept bothering me. Things that I can't explain. Things which have no reason at all. I felt pity on myself understanding what love had done. I'd cry for someone who's never been in my arms. Whom I showed so much care, but was never appreciated. Whom I need to let go even if it was hard to do. Whom I want to forget but was tattoed in my mind. I know the feeling I went through was rare. Cupid didn't gave me a chance. I felt lonely. But I need to move on. I need to cheer up. Life's like that. There are times that we're down. But time will come that I will experience such wonderful thing that no one could ever imagine. Maybe the love I felt during those days were my Achilles heel.

All I wanted that time was to forget him. But I had a hard time for we were always together. But I had to let go. I had to leave my dreams behind. I just wished him luck. I did asked God to let the girl take good care and love him the way I did.

i can relate rakizta...
been thru it a lot of times! B)
its tuff, no doubt about it!

but, iv learned my lessons from it..
and it made me better and tuffer person!
it made me numb a bit though...!

yeah, it taught me how to be numb though...

a bottle of beer.. a couple of homies.. yeah. goodtyms

unsay case number ani rakizta?

unsah nih???

waaaaaaaaaaaah...

tigulang: nakalimot ra ba ko sa case number...tsk tsk tsk...hehehe

chix: mao na ang time na na paranoid kadyot ako utok...hahaha

how sad getch! ... kilala ko cyah..

hindi mo cya kilala, teng...

rakizta wrote:

waaaaaaaaaaaah...

tigulang: nakalimot ra ba ko sa case number...tsk tsk tsk...hehehe

chix: mao na ang time na na paranoid kadyot ako utok...hahaha

ngan0ng ni enter!

hehehehe

rakizta wrote:

hindi mo cya kilala, teng...

huh? btaw meron pa ba akong hindeh nalalaman? heeheheh

oo nga naman noH./ hehehe

chix: enter2x man gud ko, paranoid nuon...hahaha

teng: i don't think nakwento ko sau ang tungkol dito...

ang dami mo naman palang hindeh ma na kwekwento saken eh.. hmmmmm

when he got married.. that was months of solitude.. hard to stand up, but i have to!
i don't want that to happen again, but if it does i know what to do..

tagalog kana ngaen???

hehehe

coolpunisher wrote:

tagalog kana ngaen???

hehehe

hahah anu ba? ha sykes tagalog ak haha
pero pag waray2x nga sangkay nag wawaray
pag bisaya talaga it ak kaistorya bisan anhon nimo mag nosebleed nalan tagalog
maka luluoy man nag bibisaya ak,, hahahaha

hahaha

gusto mu tutor???
hehehe

agee dri ha cebu,, mas ok kung mag english ka na la kysa tagalog ky mas nakakaintindi hira english..

hehehehe

ngano mo uy? wla nsd ko kasabot nnyo..

gusto ka patranslate??

hehehehe

rakizta! zkunkz!

saun ra kau na mga geng.. pangita ug lain..


aw kamo nlng kha duha. heheh

mao jud

go go go sago

tigulang wrote:

rakizta! zkunkz!

saun ra kau na mga geng.. pangita ug lain..


aw kamo nlng kha duha. heheh

ngano diay tigulang?

hehehe

wla ra rakizta. heheh peace!

wa ra juy mahimu.. mao na.. hehehe

ana...

wala lay lingaw mga tao...hehehe

GEtch??? emo lagi ka ani????

Been there hahayz.... unsaonz...
kamu nalang lagi kuno getchai hehehhehe

naa man jud time sa ato life na maemotional ta kadyot...hehehe

kinsang kamiha meow ba?

Kamu gud... Heheheh... asa naman to si carcrazh kai magpalaban ko... Hahahahah!!!
JokE! ^_^

wa ko earth sa mo gistorya...hehehe
way labanay diri...
hehehe

uhurmmm... uhurrrrhhhmmmmm.. *cough cough... lolz!...

saonz..

pagklaro mu

hehehehe

^____^

the car already crashed

hehehehe

joke

emo emo

whew!!
its just emotions taking me over

kot up n surow lost n d sun

jehehehehe

wow...its nice to know that you have made one..hehehe..
il try to encourage others to do the same....welcome to the diaries...hehehe

...missing someone...

I hate to be too attach to people. It gives you the feeling of always missing them when they're not around. When you don't see them. When you don't hear them. And it makes me hate the feeling of missing someone. There is this longingness inside of you. Longing to see the person. Longing to just even hear the person's voice. Longing to be with the person. It makes you stare at the wide open space. It leaves a blank expression on your face. When you don't see that someone, it makes you think what the person is doing, where the person is going or is the person thinking about you and misses you too. It makes you think if will you ever see the person again or will you ever spend time with that someone again. And during the night, when the first star comes out, you would wish that you and that someone would always be together. Never be apart by heart. And as you close your eyes, you start to dream of what would it be like if you and that someone would be always at each other's side.

hmmmm....is that so??
hehehe...im new here....
glad to know you rakizta...

hi kenkoy...
glad for you to drop by...

A daughter no more...

Is it me or did I just made a very big mess of my life?! I somehow think that I'd rather die and go to hell. Since my life is burning like one, why not deal with the real thing?! What's the reason of prolonging the agony? Why not end it up with a cut on the wrist with blood outpouring. Bleeding never stops until the to the very last drop. And it would take away the life that I have now.

WHAT'S THE USE OF ME IN A FAMILY???!!!

whoah...strong emotions here...

what happened to this??naputol ang kwento ah...hmmmm...

What I read from your updates I take it into heart, so you must not take for granted your readers guys. What you post here could help a hapless individual. Just post what's inside of you, don't be shy. We are protected by the anonymity the internet has given us. It's a gift that should be almost always abused...

share... sum1 will listen...

till then miss rakizta...